BIARKANLAH KU BEGINI , INI MAUKU

I believe in the power of god,

 I am also sure if I really really can do this,

 but sorry, my wishes, Barbie, my soul, everything about me is dead now,,,

 and I do not want to turn back,,
 I want to be like this forever,
 until God called me

 I wish this pain is always with me, so every time I can remember you,

 I hope that happiness does not come anymore, because I'm afraid, will not forget you,,,